Ahh once again, that time has returned when my adrenal cortex just love to secrete in large amounts those lovely dosages of epinephrine, adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH), cortisol, & glucocorticoids to physiologically piss me the hell off. Actually, the ephinephrine is also released in the brain as a neurotransmitter, which causes this whole process to occur starting with the ACTH. But enough of that gibberish...in English: the stupid stress is back >__<
Yes that time has come. The financial difficulties, the search for a stable job, the registration for school & loans, the studying. All this crap is here once again. And all for what: that chance for me to be closer to Hippocrates & to take the Nightingale Pledge already. I realize that this is just all in good time...that I'm still young, I'm going at a good pace, all that jazz. But as of late, the thoughts have been rolling back of my future & the stability that I dream of having in order for a consequentially quiet & happy life as a set member in the field of medicine. CSNP is calling my name & damn it I'm so ready to just grab that scalpel & cut. As it was stated in "Grey's Anatomy", all surgeons love to do is cut, cut, cut. Cliche, yes. True, hell yes.
After testing myself with many medical school & nursing examination practice exams, and doing so well on them, I'm ready. Financial difficulties aside, I just want to be working in my scrubs in the hospital in my OR.
On a positive note...I've had some great heart & muscle healthy workouts lately. Woot woot. Now to just care for my kidneys. Go away stress...please.
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