People who truly know me understand that I am a genuinely happy person. I love my life, the people in them, & I am very goal oriented. I have my moods & I have my overly dramatic days. We all do, no matter what people say. All of these are reasons as to why whenever something (whether it be drama, personal issues, conflicts, etc.) arises from a person that is close to me & that I really care about, I'm either there by their side right away, worried & ready to help...or I get disappointed & angry.
As of now, what fits me is the latter of the two. I am very disappointed & quite frankly...I'm angry. An issue regarding a person very close & very important to me has been revealed & it's an extremely upsetting one. People know me as very blunt, outspoke, & honest. And as much as I am desperate & want to tell this person off for their extreme stupidity & mindless actions, I have sworn to secrecy...& it's killing me.
Damn it. I guess for now I have to roll with the punches & bite the bullet. But sooner or later, this issue has to be dealt with. If not by anyone, it will be dealt with by me & heads will definitely roll...metaphorically speaking.
My chordae tendinae are on overdrive. It feels like there is a hand that purposely pulls the strings & adds more to my already full plate. In result of this, I hope that soon enough, they can relax, because they are undoubtedly EXHAUSTED.
Time to study. I've worked out well all week, ate some good food with the family, & has been praying for Uncle Roger.
Spring break is finally here.
'Til next time.
Deuces.
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